tomorrow i'm flying to japan for 3 weeks and can't describe the excitement i have to go back to a place filled with so much of the best of what i enjoy doing.

last time i focused a lot on browsing for clothes, and this time i have more time to branch out and actually appreciate retail architecture that isn't just second hand shops. i love the thrill of a good hunt but it also exhausts me knowing how i fixate on an item i desire.

i'll also look at more music and books again this trip, i'm excited to encounter so much new art and material that will inspire me to be a better artist.

and food, i never had crazy dining experiences there bc i was either broke or not willing to spend large. this time going back with nico and it being her first time there, we're going to try everything low and high.

the best part is im not bringing my laptop

excited to report in periodically ~

what a beautiful feeling desire is

i will learn more touchdesigner and be unstoppable

manifesting only working with artists and people that inspire me or that i see eye to eye with

adult life for me is just oscillating between periods of being a hater and periods of being really supportive and kind... and i'm back on my bullshit

my internal monologue about to 10x with the neurotic blog schema fr